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20.1.14

Dear husband



Dear husband,

After this time on our journey,
you may have seen my bads and wrongs
also you may have known my thoughts and philosophies
we have faced so many time of conflits and angers

when we blamed each other and fought hardly
when we saw our partner as a stranger
when you didn’t understand how I thought and decided
when you saw me change
and everything turned like you’d never hope

I realized that you are here still beside me
and keep holding your commitment
doing what you ever promised in the altar
that you will be keep standing with me
whatever the situations

sorry for the disappointments
and any messy things I have made
that you found me have changed
for everything happened until today

I can’t promise you that I won’t make it again
since I am still an imperfect human being
but I can promise you one thing:
that I will improve myself day by day
not by my will, not by yours
but by God’s will

Thank you for still loving me
even you don’t show it with your words
but I know you do.

From the deepest heart, let me say once again
thank you,
and I do love you.