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25.5.11

Hitam.

Saat menutup mata,
derai air mata jatuh tak bersuara
Meninggalkan sembab pada sudut mata
Menjadi saksi bisu kisah hidupku

Terpuruk jatuh dalam lubang hitam
Seakan tak ada harapan
Aku menyerah.

Hitam, dingin, sendiri...
Hancur, jatuh, sakit.
Sedih, bingung, cemas.
Selamat datang.

Bagiku semua tak ada lagi artinya..
Siapa yang dapat menarikku bangun?
Siapa yang lagi bisa mengumpulkan serpih hatiku?
Tidakkah aku sendiri di sini?

TanpaMu aku tak mampu,
TanpaMu aku hilang harap.
TanpaMu aku mati.

Raih aku dalam pelukMu
Hangatkanku dalam dekapMu
Di sini aku bersama sepi..
Hanya cintaMu yang dapat pulihkanku...
CintaMu yang bebaskan belenggu hatiku
Bagai merpati yang bebas
Ingin terbang lagi dalam hirup nafas kebebasanku..

5.5.11

miss you...

I miss the time when we grew up together...
When we held our hands each other
to face the world through our problems..

I miss the time when we were hanging out together..
When one of us was happy
and the other can feel the happiness..

I miss the time when we shared all together..
When you cried out in the middle of the night
and I accompanied you on the phone,
feel the deep sadness of you...

I miss the time when we went crazy..
Laughing out loud
Like the world only just belong to two of us..

Do you know when something separated us,
when we had to face the problems by ourselves..
just me..
and you..
I wish I was there to hug you..
to cry out with you..
to take care of you..

Just want you to know,
I miss you...
Can I just keep waiting for you back?

Cause I believe..
Someday will come........